Now, finally, got the feeling I havent felt ever since a long long time ago.
I allowed myself to be self indulgent. Now my heart is on its brink.
Its not working anymore. These pills.
Sometimes alone, I feel the burden reach deep in me.
I dont know who will be there for me.
I cannot allow this to go on any longer.
It really hurts badly.
I'd give anything if I could die right now.
Just let me rest in peace.
